*I wrote this on Monday evening after we arrived. It's written a little differently from my usual posts because it is straight out of my writing journal. I'm a little nervous to post something out of my journal but I thought it could more accurately not only our experiences but the feelings behind the experiences. I apologize again for no pictures.*
We arrived in Sweet Salone yesterday. When we landed, I still couldn’t believe we were back. Landing was a different experience this time. We arrived while it was still light and through the window I could see farms, rural houses, and green interrupted by the deep rust color of the land. Last time I arrived in the evening and I remember most distinctly the heat and how it quickly enveloped me in its embrace. It was completely dark making the heat’s touch more intense. The heat welcomed me this time as well. As soon as its warm embrace crept up my limbs a grin broke out on my face. I was really here. I was really back in Sierra Leone. The heat, confusion, chaos, and Krio of the airport reinforced my grin. I was really back.
The grin kept on through the chaos of immigration, managing our 7 bags, exchanging money, ignoring the impulse to speak Dutch in response to Krio, and dealing with friendly people trying to get tips from us. We were met by a driver from the university where we’ll be working. I breathed deeply through my nose and was reminded of the familiar scent that is Salone- sweat, heat, burnt earth, palm oil, and a subtle smokiness. My grin continued on the bumpy unpaved road and at the first yells of “opporto” (white man) from half-naked children. The grin didn’t disappear until our assumed 2 ½ hour drive to Makeni lengthened onwards to 4 hours.
We arrived at a dark compound that was a former leprosy camp. Hopefully, leprosy washes out of mattresses because we stayed for two nights in the converted guesthouse. We enjoyed an hour of power, courtesy of a generator, and running water. It was definitely more luxury than we were used to the last time we were in Makeni.
I woke up to the sound of the nuns who run the guesthouse singing and then drifted in and out of sleep while I heard children in the street, call to prayer, motor cycles, and general everyday life beginning. We spent our first day trying to adjust to being back and establishing a routine for ourselves. We were surprisingly successful, managing to send out approximately one email on the shoddy internet, finding a house to live in, and getting cell phones. As we walked around Makeni we noticed that there were changes but a lot was the same. Roads that were dirt lanes are now paved. There are sidewalks for pedestrians when before you had to walk on the street trying to avoid erratic vehicles. There are two grocery stores in town that have things we thought we would be without for 7 months- cheese, Haagen Daz ice cream, Baileys, and more. Granted these items are expensive and it’s difficult for us to justify paying so much for some little comfort when outside the grocery stores children and adults with polio and other afflictions beg for change. The poverty hasn’t changed. The children who sell wares instead of going to school haven’t changed. The phrase small-small, meaning slowly and generally used to refer to the level of progress, hasn’t changed.
After our first full day in Salone we sat on the porch of the guesthouse covered in bug spray and watched children in the street pretend to be members of a secret society. They sang, marched, pretended to collect money, and a couple of them acted like “devils.” For all of the newness and sameness, for the discouragement and the necessity of patience, there are moments like watching the children play in the street when my grin reappears and I think to myself- I’m really back.